♥幸福♥

一个人那么久了，才会发现，
在自己父母身旁，才是最幸福的。
单身两年多了，才会发觉，
只有朋友，自己才没有那么寂寞。
时间过了，久了，
我们终于变得坚强了。
有时候羡慕身边朋友的幸福，
却忽略了在身边打转许久的爱。
不，也许发现了，也不敢再爱了。
也不要再害别人的儿子吧。
这才是我真正的想法。
除非，我能够完全痊愈吧。
有些人值得等候，有些悲伤值得忍受。
再软弱又怎么样？
再害怕又怎么样？
不可能痊愈又怎么样？
一昧躲在被窝里哭又可以改变什么了？
你们的关心，我都收到。
我是该好好享受我的生活。
用心体验，用心感受。
没有谁可以断定我能活多久，
就算我自己也不能。
只想做我想做的，
好好爱我的家人朋友。
抓住所有属于自己的幸福。



是多么令我感触的照片
衷心地祝他们幸福

♫ Pain makes me stronger. Tears makes me braver. Heartbreak makes me wiser ♫

♥blues♥

Monday blues...
My world is gloom enough for today.
Busy for the assignment and co-curricular whole day long.
Is tired,is a type of psychological abuse.
Sitting in front of my laptop,
Looking at the moutain of notes,
Don't know where should start from.
Besides, there another blues for me.
I'm suffer for all this stuffs until I asleep.
Recently is really raining non-stop every night.
My legs and hands are getting more pain.
My face is getting more and more serious too.
My cousin was worried about it isn't SLE.
I was worried about it too because I know I'm getting serious.
I don't know how long I can stand for it.
Sometimes I just feel I should let it be. This is my FATE.
I'm TIRED enough for it.
I look so fragile, that's why people thought me as cancer's patient?
However, I will make a check up for it.
Just pray even I'm getting serious, SLE also won't come on me.
SIGH.



   

♥Sg.Buloh♥

Oh yea I moved to Selayang 1 week ago.
The life at here sometimes are kinda bored.
Many things are happened on me.
Somes are good and somes are bad.
All the things for me is just too over.
Make me want to escape from this bad feelings.
Luckily all are over now,I guess.
Finally I back to my life, my college life.
I went to bed at 10pm last night,
And i woke up at 10am today.
I think i might sleep too much,
My head, my hands, my backbones, my legs are damn pain :(
Arghhhh...........
Today is holiday, Selayang's people have no work on this Wesak Day. =)
I went to Kepong for breakfast with my pak pak,pak leong and my cousin.
After that, we went Carrefour to fix my stupid broadband,
They blocked my line for unknown reason....ishhhh~
Then, we heading to Sg.Buloh nursery.
My pak leong want to buy some soils, pots and flowers.
We walked around those nursery *there are so so so many nursery*
And i saw an ORCHID, nice one♥

Went back to Selayang after bought some soils and flowers.

The day of my holiday is just gone like this. :(

*Sometimes I just wish I'm at Serdang with friends. :(

Miss them alots♥